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lately I’ve been trying to clear space around me — physically, mentally, emotionally. and while decluttering, I found some clothes that felt too full of old energy to get rid of them. so I decided to transform them. I chopped them up and sewed a skirt by hand. slowly, without a plan. just letting my hands move and my mind rest. and it became something grunge, something new, and something really personal. #fyp #artist #freevideo #art #tiktok #grunge #tomboy #altgirl #alternative #emo

looks like a movie. feels like a secret. #fyp #gothgirl #goth #emo #emogirl #tiktok #punk #alternative #altgirl #kawaii

midnight dance party #fyp #dance #elf #tiktok #purplehair #elfgirl #dancing #tiktokgirl #kawaii #altgirl

in love🖤 #fyp #emo #tiktok #tiktokgirl #alternative #altgirl #glasses #kawaii #punk #purplehair

a calm beach morning, just me and my flow… but I felt your eyes on me👀 #fyp #outdoor #yoga #sports #swimsuit #tomboy #sea #beach #freevideo #skinny

my eye started hurting today — blinking felt sharp and uncomfortable. I rinsed it, no change. so I chose stillness. closed my eyes, wrapped myself in music — a soft, magical playlist. and then, almost naturally, I began to move. my hands traced my own skin, not to soothe, but to feel. each touch was slow, curious… like meeting myself again. and somehow, it became a dance. a quiet, sacred one. not for the world — just for me. I filmed fragments. didn’t clean up. didn’t pose. at first it was just for me. but watching it again… I felt like sharing this little ritual. the pain in my eye remained, but my mind was elsewhere — somewhere gentler. #fyp #video #freevideo #neon #tomboy #tiktok #dance #dancing #nonbinary #androgynous

I’ve been exploring danshari, the japanese art of simplifying life by letting go. not just of stuff — but of anything that doesn’t feel good anymore. I cleaned out my wardrobe first, and felt a surprising wave of mental clarity. then I decluttered my social media. unfollowed anything that didn’t inspire — things that brought tension, negative energy, or just drained me. my digital space feels lighter now. and so do I.

pink and sporty>< #fyp #sporty #workout #leggings #leggins #smallass #smallbooty #smallbutt #skinny #sports

new art, soundtrack: POP GIRL by Lexie Liu. #fyp #art #artist #drawing #sketch

I finally went out today after hiding from songkran for a few days. just a quick trip to the mall. the ride there was calm, but the way back turned into something stressful. the bike taxi driver picked me up, asked where I was from, then used a translator to say he wanted to charge double. I refused. he got pushy, opened his Instagram, and tried to take pictures of me. it felt awful and threatening. I covered my face, told him firmly — either take me home for the original price or drop me back. he chose to drive me home, but did it fast and carelessly. no helmet, reckless turns. I was scared. I messaged my friends my location and made it home safely. immediately reported it to the app. hoping that’s the end of it. still feel shaky inside.

too busy ;3 #fyp #emo #altgirl #purplehair #elfgirl #tiktokgirl #tiktok #freevideo #dancing #dance

recently I tried to start my morning with a walk. sunrise in the park sounded peaceful, but I forgot how many active people wake up early too. runners were everywhere, stretching and smiling. I felt awkward — like a soft little cat among tigers. so small and unsure, like I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I think my comfort in movement comes from going at my own pace, when no one’s watching. just another little reminder of that. #fyp #sporty #sports #gymgirl #gym #leggings #leggins #fit #workout #yoga

hottest kind of view, but it’s my Mita cosplay ❤️ #fyp #mita #miside #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaygirl #anime #ppv #whitepanties #animegirl

more cinematic nudes for you~

still feeling under the weather. and outside, songkran has started — thai new year. the streets are loud with water fights, pools, and laughter. but last year, this celebration hurt me deeply. I had panic attacks, felt so unsafe, and ended up withdrawing from people for a long time. I’m not ready to go through that again. so this year, my plan is simple: stay home, rest, and protect my peace. it’s my third day in — it’s quiet, and weirdly comforting.

time for unusual poses ;3 #fyp #skinnygirl #skinny #slim #sporty #flattummy #smalltits #smallboobs #panties #stretch

It was the night before my b-day, before 21st of march. a few hours left. music in my ears. the city humming outside. I don’t want to overthink. so I make another video instead. choosing my outfit. getting dressed. and… here’s the result. #fyp #freevideo #tomboy #emo #grunge #altgirl #nonbinary #enby #tiktok #emogirl

slow day, still a bit sick, staying home~ took some time to edit a set I shot back in Bangkok. tried a film-style look this time — inspired by some beautiful asian portrait work. #fyp #altgirl #goth #emo #alternative #punk #egirl #emogirl #gothgf #freak

Mita❤️ how about more uncensored pics of this cosplay? #fyp #mita #miside #cosplayer #cosplay #cosplaygirl #anime #animegirl #tiktok

because I’m not feeling well, the day turned out slow and gentle. I stayed wrapped up in bed, listening to calm beats and sipping warm tea. everything feels distant, like I’ve stepped outside of time for a while.

— is that really you… the real you? — maybe. or just a version. #art #artist #drawing #sketch #fyp

seems like I’m getting sick… my whole body feels weak, and my clothes are damp with sweat even though the ac is on. I feel hot and cold at the same time. no appetite, no energy, just lying down and sipping water. it’s been so long since I felt this fragile :c hope it passes soon.

just me, the sunset glow, and the comfort of being home. #fyp #purplehair #emo #punk #altgirl #egirl #tease #tomboy #underboob #gfe

just a joke*

do you like looking at me like this…? #mita #miside #fyp #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaygirl

today’s cooking video, longer version for all my subs 👉🏻👈🏻 #fyp #freevideo #tiktok #skinny #skinnygirl #cooking #enby #androgynous #smallbutt #smallass

breakfast time~ I don’t usually cook, but today I felt like making something myself. so… I made fried potatoes. not the healthiest, but definitely what I wanted today. #fyp #freevideo #tiktok #skinny #skinnygirl #cooking #enby #androgynous #smallbutt #smallass

morning elf💜 #fyp #elf #skinny #bodysuit #slim #petite #androgynous #nonbinary #enby #freevideo

hello-kitty emo-style-humanization🖤 one more digital sketch I created during my latest Bangkok trip. #fyp #art #artist #drawing #sketch #emo

this dress brings out my most fragile self… and I kinda love it🤍